My promise to you.

I hate that every good thing has to end.

It's so hard to let go. But, i know we both have to learn to, it's just now or later. You've been nothing but the best for me. and the love you showed me, the love you taught me is just more than i can ever ask for. you changed me, you made me a different girl altogether. These 2 years with you, i would have never asked for a change. cause despite the fights we've had, or the storms we've had to faced togehther, so be it with my parents or with our friends, we fought past it. It was all still worth it, i must say.

I hate that i had to leave this relationship behind. I really wished that you were here, studying abroad with me. Maybe then, we could have made things worked. But, for now, with everything playing against our odds, we just need to start learning how to move on. It's not going to be easy, for both of us, but we got to try and if at the end of the day when im back in Malaysia, and our paths cross again, maybe then we'll be more ready to face the world together, and begin our romance all over again.

I'm sorry i hurt you. but, always know that im hurting too. cause, you're just that part of me i can never let go off. no matter who comes and goes in my life, know that you're the one that will always stay in my heart, even now that you want me completely out of your life. I will never stop loving you, i may love you less than i did. But, ill never stop loving you, might be as a friend, or maybe more. but, you'll always be with me. and, i dont believe i can ever find someone to completely replace you.

You have been the best part of my life. I wish that didn't have to end, but what am i to do? there is nothing we can change about this. This is life, and we're gonna be thrown in a million different problems.

I miss you so much. And i dont know how to live without you, i really dont want to loose you, because you make me feel less lonely, you're the only one that makes me feel complete. you're my best friend, my first love, my comfort zone. I just wished it didn't have to end. I just wish you didn't have to completely leave me to find yourself.

But, whatever it is. I hope you find someone to love. I hope you move on, but never forget the love we shared. I hope your pain will fade away, though i know it will with time.

Just know that at the end of the day, I will always be here for you. I promise you that much.