Tuesday, September 27, 2011

After all, we're only human.

Gosh, I miss you.

I dont know why I always do this to myself. I know that If i went to check out how you were doing on fb, i'd start to remember how close we used to be, how close we were in making things work.

But, to you, I made things up. Things weren't supposed to turn out this way. You were supposed to come back, and we were supposed to go for picnics, watch movies, hang out and just spend time with each other.

I hate not knowing how well things could've went.

But, i guess, everything happens for a reason.

My friends told me that you've moved on, and they were so afraid of telling me, god knows why. But, I guess, i've accepted it. We all have to, eventually. I just want you to find a girl, that you can truly love and stop messing around with their hearts. We're human being, and as much as we deny it sometimes, we're fragile that way. We break, easily, especially girls.


Friday, September 9, 2011

Family always comes first.

Well well, hello there (: It's been awhile!

Holidays are ending in just 2 days. GAH. time flies so quickly these few months. ): I hate it! I just need to slow the time down a lil.

I just got back from Bangkok today afternoon. And, OHMYGOD.

The bad thing about bangkok?
The food there are delicious.

The bad thing about going to bangkok with my family?
they love eating and will never stop even after a full meal. :/ We literally had like 5 meals each day. IT'S CRAZY.

How much weight have I gained in just 4 days?
Probably around 5kg. -.-

What did I do there?
Eat, sleep, eat, sleep, eat sleep, eat, eat..I think you get the idea.

What was the trip for?
It was simply just for shopping, eating and chilling (; It was a really good vacation I needed ever so badly after trials. GAH. my AS is coming in just a month and guess what? I COULDN'T CARE LESS. well, no surprise there :P

What did you buy?
Around 15 pieces of clothings. (: The clothes there are SO CHEAP, i couldn't say no! Haha.

What was the best restaurant?
It has to be the german beer brewer place. OMG. BEST PORK KNUCKLE EVERRR. Like, im not kidding. it was seriously, HANDS DOWN, the best one I've ever tasted. And trust me, I've had my fair share of 'em. Btw, i know what you're thinking, German food in thailand? All i gotta say, my family cool that way :P

What else did I do there?
Oh, basically we travelled to most parts of bangkok namely Chong Nonsi, Sala Daeng, and others lah. the only reason I remember the names are because we took the train mostly! It's pretty expensive. It'd be cheaper to travel by cab but the traffic in Bangkok is SOOOO bad. :/ Worst than it is in KL. there were loads of small shops by the side, and they sell really cheap things! HEEHEE.

Best experience?
Definitely would have to be the dinner of the cruise. (: Yes, I've never had them before in KL (Star cruise isn't counted) we went to the jetty and took a boat to the restaurant and that's when we boarded the boat. It was a really peaceful 3 hours dinner. We got to check out the bangkok night scenery. It was beautiful, with all the lights and everything. All that was running through my mind was parents trap! you know? that show, where the kids set their parents up on the cruise. Damn, i want that. :P It'd be so beautiful if a guy booked the whole cruise just for us and then we'd have candle light dinners and bla bla bla. Well, after about an hour, my bro and I got real bored so we resorted to making a boomerang out of toothpicks. We were at that for probably half an hour. Haha, we're easily entertained. sad thing was, it was raining, so we couldnt have dinner on the upper deck! But, my bro and I went up to check it out! IT WAS SOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL. My night would have been 10 times better, not saying that it wasn't good. But, i guess, it could've been better. The food, i'd say was not very good, cause it was that lunch that we had the DELICIOUS PORK KNUCKLE (: So, comparatively, that dinner was...nothing.

How was the trip overall?
It was an enjoyable trip. though, time flew by really quickly. I guess it may also be because we woke up only around 11! Whattt? It was meant to be a relaxing holiday. Im really happy i got to have this trip with my family. My family has really bonded ever since we moved into the new condo. And im really happy we have (:

Is that all about your trip?
Hmm, I guess so. Oh, what was so funny was that everytime we'd get in a cab, my dad would talk to the cab driver in teh chew hoping he'd reply in the same language. We concluded that 1 out of 3 would know the language. (:

So, yeah. Sorry about the Q&A format. :P It's actually much easier when I ask a question and answer it! If i missed out anything, I'll definitely be updating about it soon!

On a lighter note, my social life is back on track (;
And If you were wondering, yes, i was quite a mess the pass month! but, NOT ANYMORE!





Friday, September 2, 2011

just hold on.

Getting back on track, only to find you throwing me off it again.

Seeing you with her today, I really don't know. It's funny how I banged my head against the wall so hard so I wouldn't feel any pain. I know, it was so long ago that we were together. But, still, it'd different, actually saying you're over someone and acting it out. Well, whatever it is, as long as you're happy, I will be.

Thursday, September 1, 2011


Wake me up, when september ends (:


Goodbye August,
Hello September (:

Yes, it's a new month! And it's going to be a good one, I believe. Haha, Time really does pass so quickly. It was just yesterday that I graduated from my high school. AHH. I don't wanna grow old ):

Anyways, I was bored. So, i kinda made a collage of myself. HEE :D