Science and Faith.

You won't find faith or hope down a telescope,
You won't find heart and soul in the stars,
You can break everything down to chemicals,
But you can't explain a love like ours.

JPA interview is in an hour. Oh, fml. -.- Sunway Lagoon tmrw, Ching's bday party on Sunday. OMG. WHY DO I GOTTA HAVE SO MANY FREAKING THINGS PLANNED?! i just want to stay home, rot, and spend time with my family. URGH. -.-

You think that i'm still here,
you see me,
you feel me,
but I'm gone.

I need.

Bored.

Just thought this was so funny yet Totally TRUE (:

<3

For the first time.

i remember the first time we met, it was on new year's eve, and i saw you when i first arrived, but you were so far away, so i never went up to say hi until you did, by the barbeque pit. I was pretty suprised you recognized me actually. Well, the rest of the night was pretty much just us sitting on the bench by the poolside , talking, laughing and you pinching my cheeks. -.- A night to remember, definitely.

Well, we've come a long way since then, haven't we? (:

You always make my day. (:

OH YES, im strrrronng :D

The three muskeeters :D

Yeah, spank that ass! AHHAHA ( it was an accident, or was it? ) :P

AH, my eyes are soo bwig here :D

My darling eunice!

The sakais that made my sunday night such an awesome one! :D

TDC family (:

Cousin's bday party.

Well, I hope the pictures did some talking about what I've been up to. Well, this doens't exactly sum much up, but, i guess, it's a little (: Haha! SUNDAY NIGHT WAS OFF THE HOOK! ahha, idk, it turned out to be awesome eventhough some of us were practically strangers. I got to meet new friends. And, ahha, damn! did we have a laugh that night! I even fell down when we were at the playground camwhoring, YES, we did :D Basically, the party was to celebrate EUNICE DARLING'S STRAIGHTA-NESS! HAHA, the food was so goood!

Music Club 2nd AGM was todday. AHH, such a bad turn out. BUT, BUT, good thing is that it was small and i got to communicate with most of the people there and they got to know the BOD too, personally, which is a very big first step! I want the club to be like family, as i've mentioned before. (:

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life's real unfair sometimes. Last time, it was like we were 12 and all we wanted to do was go out with the guy we like, but we couldn't, cause we can't drive. Now that we're 18 and we CAN drive, the guy that we want to go out with is half way across the country. so, it's not like we can freaking fly a plane now, can we? -.-

time to change.

Well, it's a Sunday, and guess what i've been doing since i woke up at 12 just now? :D

NOTHING.

Yes, i've done nothing productive, what so ever. I feel like a useless piece of crap. -.- AH EFF. FML. i've got a party later tonight, and even so, I'M SO LAZY TO EVEN GO OUT. wtf is wrong with me?! :/ Idk, yesterday was an emotional night for me. I have no idea what was going through my mind. but, yeah, I just had to spit it all out. oh god. But, i guess, it wasn't so bad. I went out to watch Just go with it with kwans yesterday. (: it was so good to see her after so long! (and by that, i mean, like a week? :P) HAHA, we got to catch up and talk about every sort of crap that we could think of. Gosh, i miss high school so much. I miss ACMJEQ. (:

ACMJEQ

Hoes over bros.

(But, somehow that doesn't really work. Time to change our catch phrase! :D )

My ballet exam was yesterday morning. And, i mean, I think it was okay. I hope i pass, oh god. I really hoope i do, i so dont wanna resit for the exam again next year! EEEK! But, since 50% of the marks goes under musicality and performance, I'm hoping that'll pull up my marks. HOPING. (: Well, yes, i need some fairydust now.

Hmm, my parents just left for Zurich yesterday. ): I miss them already. Sundays were supposed to be noisy and a whole bunch of arguing whether we should go out for dinner, but they're halfway across the country to do that with me. I had dumpling for lunch today cause my uncle was so kind to brinng food over for the family. (:

Idk, sometimes, i feel like I'm alone in this world, sometimes. It's like, the older you get, the more independant you become. I hardly ask for permission when i wanna go out, i just lock myself up in my room and blast the music so i pretend i cant hear my parents when they call me, i always refuse to do things for my family, I'd jump at the opportunity to stay out late with my friends. Ah, screw it. I hate this. I hate who I've been. and, i want to change.

I NEED TO CHANGE.

What im feeling.

You see, sometimes, we just need to believe for it to come true (:

I believe in you.

You have no idea how much I'm craving for a Java Chip right now :/

and you're my reason (:

I'm so sick of lying awake at night wishing you were beside me.