xoxo.

Smile (:

Hello world (:

I just made another cover yesterday.

Someone else's heart by Kina Grannis

I'm bored out of my mind, but i really dont wanna go out too. everytime i go out, i'd be spending at least 50 bucks. ): I'm broke already. what worst? I have to drive to PJ and back almost everyday to fetch my brother back from school :/ Haihz. life's hard. I cant wait to move in to my new place on MARCH 4TH :D haha. it's soon. Hope everything works out perfectly.

I was watching harry potter and the sorcerer's stone (: They were all so young and innocent and CUTE. ahha. I'm going to have a Harry potter marathon one day, cause i've totally forgotten everything about harry potter. :/ I'm always watching it just for fun. Haha. I've never read the book before. weird eh? i know. Hee.

You know, i really do think that youtube singers are better than the current famous ones on the radio. :/ They are SO MUCH MORE TALENTED. they should be getting the fame.

Anyways, I think im going over to my cousin's studio to record some songs once im free. Maybe even record some of my originals. Im planning on getting mics and cameras so i can finally record a decent video to post on youtube. :D I cant wait! haha.

on the other hand, college is starting in just 6 days. OHMYGOD. i haven't even gotten anything. :/ ALL I HAVE IS A LAPTOP COVER. i dont even have a LAPTOP for that matter. haha. I cant wait till i get to meet new people! :D WHEE.

Blogging's actually quite fun. (: It takes my boredom away, for that few minutes. I keep replaying my cover. Im weird, so weird. Haha.

I went back to WMS on monday. It felt so good seeing old friends and teachers. What i'll miss most about WMS..HMM..

1. sitting in the corner of class with Quin and Ching talking about everything. (:

2. Handball. My darlings, you know who you are. 7 11 12 :D

3. Basketball. Haha, even though we never won anything. we were still good. Mandy and shuen (: the ultimate trio! :D

4. 4P/5P that sings "happy birthday" non-stop all day. HAHA. we're cool that way, yo :P

5. Break and lunch with the girls! ACMJEQ :D almost TRYING to plan for outings but failing miserably in the end.

6. BM buddies. :D Fighting/ chatting/ joking around while ALAMIN talks in front. Haha!

7. HIGH JUMP! DHIVYA NAIR. WE OWNNED for 4 years STRAIGHT. ahha. :D

8. Blue house trainings. BEST EVER. (: Mr Naresh is one hell of a teacher!

9. CONCERTS. ): ohmygod. even though we always had the lamest themes but, still, WE ROCKED THE STAGE EVERY YEAR. hee!

10. All my friends and teachers that i've made throughout this 5 years in WMS. I love you, from the bottom of my heart. and im gonna miss you SO MUCH. how i wish i could stay another 10 more years.

There goes that chapter of my life. :/ aihz. we all gotta move one sometime, no? although i really wish i didn't have to. Time's just..flashing before my eyes and i can't stop it. it sucks, to know you're growing up.

Anyways, im going to watch gossip girl now. :D So, Buhbye!

PEACE OUT!

Hee. I was bored. :D

You keep me wanting more (:

Last kiss.

It's 2 now. my mum just came in half an hour ago to tell me off about my very bad sleeping habit. :/ I sleep at 5 each day. Eeek. I admit, it is bad. ): But, what to do right? maybe, i'll start sleeping earlier, after i start college on the 18th.

everyone's like soundly asleep now cause tmrw's the 3rd a.k.a first day of school for almost everyone, including HELP students. omg, i cant believe we're heading for college already. goosebumps. Time flies (: Haha, in just a blink of an eye, we'll all be leaving for states, uk or australia for uni. :/ damn.

I feel like writing a song. But, im too lazy to find a paper. (: I shall do that tmrw. Hee.

I cant wait for march 10 to get my SPM results. (:

broken.

Well, it's 4 in the morning on the 2nd january of 2011.

Happy new year (:

not so happy, actually. ): I just wish you were here right now. i'd drive over there, right this second if you were. We should be skyping, cause that's what we'd usually be doing around this time. If you were still here, I could call you just to ask you how you were. If you were still here, I wouldn't be feeling like this. I wouldn't be hurting so bad. I wouldn't be up so late, alone, wishing you were here with me right now.

I miss you a little, you could say, a little too much, a little too often, a little more everyday.

You drive me insane just wondering if you feel the same. But, the thing is, i just wanted to try us out. give me one month, just one. I need more time. really do. It sucks so much to know you're so far away right now and every second, you get further away. I wish you had stayed. just one year ago, we were sitting by the pool talking about crap (: i missed that. It sucked that i had to be so far away this new years. I just needed to hear your voice. I need to hear you voice, right now. I hope you do read this. for the record, i never got to tell you how i felt.

you remember, that night, we were skyping and you fell asleep infront of the com and i watched you sleep? you looked so peaceful. and all that was running through my mind was how i wish i could lay there right beside you, in your arms. you say the most ridiculous things when you're drunk.

I remember us standing infront of the air cond.

(: so do i. you would have probably forgotten everything we shared already. but, i haven't. you know, how you keep telling me that im treating you as a fling, it may have started out that way, but honestly, im pretty sure im falling hard for you, which is such a bad idea. you're so far away. I just want you close.

you're like the randomest guy ever and annoying, not to mention. I love that we have our own language (: I love that when im around you, you do silly little things that annoys me. I love that we're close friends. I love that you'd always say " kiss one time " and i'd shoot you down. I love that we'd go all crazy in the car listening to songs. I love that i didnt let go of your hand when we passed through tolls which almost led to multiple car accidents. i love that i know how you look in specs. I love that we have the same taste in music. I love that we have one picture that we both look so good in. I love that you and i dont have strings attached. I love that we're so comfortable with each other. I love that you're so full of yourself sometimes. I love that i got to share my last few days of 2010 with you. I love that you drove so slow fetching me back cause you didnt want me to leave. I love that when you look in my eyes, i just wanna lean in to kiss you. I love that you have your own way of saying " pissing me off ah? ". I love that when i was spending time with you, time didn't matter. I love that i smile so much around you. I love that I can tell you about my guy problems anytime i want. I love that you're not afraid to be who you really are with me. I love that you've always got your friends backs, no matter what. I love that i almost scared you to death when you walked out from the toilet. I love that 2010 felt complete because of you. I love that you call me honey sometimes. I love that you always playfully tell me you love me. I love your kisses, your hugs, the way we'd laugh at the randomest things, lying my head on your chest listening to your heart beat fast.

it's the little things that counts, no? (: That's what i had to say.Please just come back to malaysia soon, please. ): And, how i wish what you told me that night were true. But, im pretty sure you were saying them cause you were drunk and lonely. Life makes love look hard. I still owe you that dim sum breakfast. (: and btw, you say i got plenty of guys, but you're the one with a whole fan club of girls waiting for you where you're heading. I can dream of so many things we could do together, but reality still exist. if you read this and you can still tell me that you really meant what you said that night, then, we'll talk. (: Either way, I dont ever wanna loose you as one of my closest friend (: Haha, being around you is just too easy, im really myself around you. whatever happens, promise me, we'll still be there for each other whenever needed (: Lastly, I just wanna apologize if i freaked you out.

sometimes, i do wonder if you're the one too.

dear god (:

My next cover is going to be, Wait for it.. (: Hee

If i die young

The Band Perry

And

Falling for you

Colbie Caillat

sam tsui's my inspiration for if i die young. His cover was just..ZE BOMB (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gu9-5SS8V8M&list=QL&playnext=3

check it out, when you're free. he's amazing. if you havent heard of him, you're probably living under a rock. Hee, and AHMIR (best R&B band on youtube), alex goot, AJ rafael, tyler ward, julia sheers and SO MANY MORE. im so hooked on all these youtube stars. They so belong under a spotlight. I swear, they're just TOO damn good. And im so jealous.

And for falling for you, it well, lets just say, i can totally relate to it right now (;

Well, i posted up my songs on youtube, which honestly, isnt doing so well. Hee, its dead. And im just not bothered. (:

Being in f5 is pretty tough, but im coping. I mean, the whole trials crap is tiring and all, but i guess, its not the end of the world. (: SPM is in less than 50 days. and im still so careless. I need someone to push me to study, cause at this rate im going. Ill be studying for SPM in one week. SHIT. D: oh god. and i even have the guts to believe im getting straight As. =.=

i'm dead.

im scared now.

Okay, moving on. i hate talking about SPM. =.= Ive been having a rather good week. (: ahah, really good week, actually. LALALA.

He's simply amazing (:

I finally got my license. I took ze exam on monday! And i just went to collect my license just now. HAHA, i could have sworn that the invigilator was like flirting with his eyes. BUT, WTV. ahha, just smile girlies (; Im so glad its over, and now, i can finally drive. :D WHEE!

My parents just got back from japan yesterday. And they bought me purple nike kicks, a

Burberry bag and purse <3

neways, ill update later or something. (: till then, peace out!

Joey

Funny when you're dead,

how people start listening.

hurt.

Its so hard.

I woke up today. hoping that whatever happened in my dream would happen. you held me in your arms and told me you love me. But, something happened. and you left me. standing there. with no one left to lean onto. You, took my heart and walked away. This is just too hard for me. I think about being with you, everyday. And i think about having you to me, all by myself. But, i also think about walking away. cause, i know if i continue this, my heart will break into a million pieces. I want so much to find a guy that will make me happy and not go through so much crap too. but, I somehow cant, this is so not me. i just cant walk away. I aint strong enough too. so, its easy to say that I dont know what to do either. cause i know, our love is just strong, to even last this long. You're special, you know that right? and you're the only one that makes my heartbeat faster just by saying how amazing I am. I smile everytime i see your name on my pone. I laugh when you say the dumbest things. And i love the fact that you made me fall in love with you. you're so perfect, just by being you. I wish thing could've been easier for us. I do. I mean, if we really are totally and completely in love with each other, our love should be able to go through mountains and seas, no? Maybe, this is just not the right time for us. Maybe.

Love,
joey.

you are the only exception.

Im so weird. I blog when I need to study. :D had this sudden urge to blog. HAHA, anyways

GOOD LUCK FOR BM/ SEJ/ BIO TMRW EVERYONE! <3

Im gonna die. cause, well, ive been doing bio for the last 6 hours. EHE. im awesome that way! so, anyways, Imma go try to study sej. cause..well, i dont know anything. (: YAY ME! *immitates london from suite life of zach and cody

xoxo, Joey