So how come when I reach out my fingers,
It feels like more than distance between us?
***
It's a quarter after one,
I'm all alone,
and I need you now.
***
I can't take this anymore. Why'd you have to tell me you love me? I really don't think I can handle this anymore. I've honestly never felt so helpless before. I've never cared so much before. i've never had the urge to cry for a guy before, till now. Why did you have to come back in my life? Why did it have to be you?
I've really given up fighting with you. I don't have the strength to, not anymore.
You know, how much I've been hurt before, and I really don't wanna reach pit bottom and have to slowly stand up again. it's not the easiest thing.
I just want you to be happy and to find someone who can make you feel as much as I do for you.
(:
You were right, you don't deserve this.
you deserve better.
I love you.
