I deserve so much more.
You have no idea what i've had to endure this pass few months. It was fun getting to know you and all. But, what i've had to go through just to be your friend wasn't worth it. yet, i kept convincing myself that all this problems were just temporary. Well, i was wrong. it's been what? 3 months? and still, problems after problems. This is not what friends are supposed to be like. Seriously.
Time and time again, i get stood up, but i just take it in, cause i tell myself that you're not gonna do it again. But, still, you fail me, Each time. You've even blamed my friends for things they did not do. As much as i want to be your friend, i cant handle it anymore. I just cant.
The truth is, i've been wanting you to walk away long time ago. cause i didnt want to be the one to leave this friendship. But, you're just too hard to be around with. Dont get me wrong, i dont think you're a bad person, you're just..How do you put this. well, you and i, we just don't belong in the same world. I really dont wanna have to go through anymore of this. Cause everyday, somehow, YOU bring me down when everyone else seems to be making me laugh. YOU. not anyone else, just YOU.
Well, i also hate the fact that you make me sound like a someone who's totally NEEDS YOU ALL THE TIME. you think that you're all that. sorry to break it to ya' kid, but you're not that good looking. You're immature and over senstive, NOT ME. you claim that you know me, but, you're far from that honay. Right now, I just really dont wanna talk to you, or see you, it's just that simple.
You've made it so hard for me to be your friend. And, i honestly know that there are better guys out there that i can pick from to be my friend when i need one. You dont deserve me, and im sure i can get over a thousand ppl to agree with me. Im sorry. But, this is just too hard. and, I dont see the point of me having to work so hard just so i can be your friend. cause, it's just wasting my time.
BTW, this is not just over what happened today, I've been feeling this way a long time now. I dont need you. Oh, and one more thing, you ARE a flirt. i just never dared to tell you that. PUH-LEASE. did you really have to ASK?! you're idiotic and god knows why i actually fell for your sweet talk sometimes. You've always found your way around me, you always got me to forgive you. But, not anymore.
This is the last straw. Im walking away.
I've gave you so many chances to walk away, but you never took it. So, now, I am. I'm so relieved to say that here on out,
I wont be needing you anymore. (:
P/s : i wasnt angry when i got your email today, i actually felt relieved.
