Love and hate.

I dont know anymore. I miss you so bad. But what am i to do? I guess, im not the one. How i hope that things would have ended up differently. Dont we all make mistakes? Whatever it is, i just want the best for you. There's no one to blame for everything that has gone wrong.

So take this small confession as my price to pay
I've never been the kind to let go
But before you up and walk away
I'm miserable without you, you know
This silver leaves me longing for gold
Second place has never carried me home

I hate that i love you so.