Happy happyyyy :D

I GOT IT.

I'M THE NEW PRESIDENT OF THE TAYLORS MUSIC CLUB :D

Well, its been such a hectic month for me. Haha, Parties and studies are endless when you get to college. Good to know that part was true :P The parties are CRAZYY. we recently just had SAM FIESTA night and damn the crowds went wild when TDC rocked the stage! EVERYONE was freaking AWESOMEE :D

I love TDC to bits. We're like a giant family even in our first few months!

Different backgrounds but dance really brought us all together.

I'm gonna make music club like this too. By the end of semesters exam, we're all gonna be ONE BIG FAMILY singing the BARNEY SONG! the one that goess,

" i love youuuuu,

you love meee,

we are happy familyy (:

..."

peace out yo (:

love.

I always forget to tell you I love you.

Seriously,
I don't get it.

Why do you matter so much to me?

I feel so used. You call me whenever you feel like it. and I'm just always telling myself that the next time you apologise, I'm not gonna give a damn. But, everytime i hear your sweet voice, I just can't let you go. and i hate it, really, I DO.

Why is it that you're the one that makes me feel this way. Why can't I, just for once, pick the guy that will end up wanting me more than I want him? I dont know. You'd tell me every time we talk that you miss me, but, do you really? I doubt so. They're just words to you. But, somehow, I always choose to believe you in the end. That sucks.

Funny thing is you're not the only one who's been texting and calling. i'll tell you this though, i'd let them all go for you. But, it's not like it matters anymore. Whatever.

Time to move on.

Again.

I've been doing this a little too often.

OH DEAR GOD,

Please just let me meet a boy who will love me for who I am and be there for me whenever I need him. One who will call me in the middle of the day just to tell me he misses me. One who doesn't make me wait all night for a text. One who will try to make me smile even when he's having a bad day. One who is different from the rest. I've met enough of jerks to last a lifetime. So, please, I just need to finally meet a guy who will take good care of my heart instead of break it.

I just want to love again.

Love all,

trust a few.

Imy.

Well, I've had an awesome week (: College is really a hell of a ride. :D And, im loving it! HAHA. I thought it started out pretty bad, but now, it's just getting better everyday. (:

Even so, i can't say the same for my love life. oh god. I dont know, the one time I pick a guy to stick to, it just..doesn't turn out good. You see why I dont even just stick to ONE guy? I'll tell you why, because

they always leave,
sooner or later.

Today during moral class, our teacher told us to write down our problem on a piece of paper. My problem?

Justin Bieber's new haircut.

No more hair flips. ): I heard he lost about 80,000 twitter fans after his haircut. DAMN MAN, that's just SAD.

I've just finished writing my resume for the music club just now. HOPE AND PRAY THAT I GET THE POST. (: *crosses fingers* but, i'll have to go through interview first. :/ Oh god. that's gonna be terrifying. Hmm, i hope it doesn't go as bad as the last time I had an interview.\

I'm off to bed now. (:

Somehow, i can't find the strength to let go of you.

This can't be goodbye.

Flying without wings.

BFF's forever and always

ill be there as long as you need me there

We have been through heaven and hell

but, i know that nothing will ever break us apart

You know that,

ill be there to wipe your tears off your face

ill never walk away

cause you were there,

when i needed someone to hear me out

you always stuck around

so i just wanted to say,

happy birthday to you,may all your wishes come true,

words cant describe what i feel about you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you.

i've got no doubt

that you mean the world to me,

so, promise me this

that no matter where life takes us

remember that you'll always have me

That's the song that i wrote for my BEST friend yesterday night. She had her 18th bday bash and DAMN, was it funnn! We rocked the dance floor..Well, mainly, just me. Let's just say, i was so high that people were asking how many glasses i've had. :/

WELL, CALebration was one heck of a party on friday!! :DDD I had so much fun! TDC WAS AWESOME, and everyone was just enjoying every single second of ittt (:

Well, My cousins came over today for lunch, we played taboo, talked, went out to watch burlesque, WHICH BY THE WAY IS PRETTY DARN AWESOME SHOW, and dinner after that. They just left and i havent touched a single hw. :/ BUT, WHATEVER. :D

anyways, peace out (: I BELIEVE THAT 2011's gonna be one heck of a year (;

jo

Be my valentine? (;

Yesterday's Valentine was ALMOST perfect. (: I really had a great time yesterday. Anyways, sorry for the late wish, but,

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL :D

go spread the love!

Love,

I dont need those things,
i dont need no ring,
i dont need anything,

But you with me,

cause in your company,

i feel happy, oh so happy and complete.

(:

what hurts the most.

I don't need anymore broken heart

I'm tired of waiting for life to start

i just need a place to land

I wanna find myself again

Ready set I'm pushing through the door

Running faster than I ever have before

So take this as my final stand

Come on catch me if you can

well, i found out something today. and it really hurt. :/ I mean, it was what i least expected, you could say. I really, somehow, thought you wouldn't be another one of those asses who'd break my heart. But, it's safe to say, i was SO wrong.

You can't blame me for being who i am now cause YOU were the whole reason i ever became like this. You're the reason why i'm so scared of committing to just one guy. I can't do that. You were supposed to prove to me that not all guys are JERKS. but, apparently, you ended up being the guy who proved me right instead.

It sucks to know that there are no decent guys in this world that are actually like those in the movies. How they'd do anything and everything to get you and show everyone that you're the one. They'd go out of their way to ask you out on a date and make sure that they'll never have to see a single tear fall from your face. It sucks that there isn't anymore guys who would actually fight for you when everyone is dissing you, stand up for you just to prove everyone else wrong. And it sucks the most to find that there isn't a decent guy out there who wouldnt ever hurt you.

I've lost faith in guys. really. Can't a guy please prove to me that not all guys are like these jerks i've met so far? :/

Idk. Maybe one day, i'll meet that someone. but, till then, my heart's gonna be locked up in a very safe place. Like my godbrother tells me

Just treat love as a game and you'll never loose. (:

sometimes, I just wish i was a kid again.

.