Seriously,
I don't get it.
I don't get it.
Why do you matter so much to me?
I feel so used. You call me whenever you feel like it. and I'm just always telling myself that the next time you apologise, I'm not gonna give a damn. But, everytime i hear your sweet voice, I just can't let you go. and i hate it, really, I DO.
Why is it that you're the one that makes me feel this way. Why can't I, just for once, pick the guy that will end up wanting me more than I want him? I dont know. You'd tell me every time we talk that you miss me, but, do you really? I doubt so. They're just words to you. But, somehow, I always choose to believe you in the end. That sucks.
Funny thing is you're not the only one who's been texting and calling. i'll tell you this though, i'd let them all go for you. But, it's not like it matters anymore. Whatever.
Time to move on.
Again.
I've been doing this a little too often.
OH DEAR GOD,
Please just let me meet a boy who will love me for who I am and be there for me whenever I need him. One who will call me in the middle of the day just to tell me he misses me. One who doesn't make me wait all night for a text. One who will try to make me smile even when he's having a bad day. One who is different from the rest. I've met enough of jerks to last a lifetime. So, please, I just need to finally meet a guy who will take good care of my heart instead of break it.
I just want to love again.
Love all,
trust a few.
