Your guardian angel

It feels as though we're all falling apart. I don't feel like I can count on you guys like i used to. And, i'd just be lying to myself saying that we're doing great. I miss the ol' times. I miss calling you guys in the middle of the night, not needing to think about what we were going to talk about. that was what I'd call a real true friendship. Truth is, i miss you guys. And honestly, we were the last few people i'd expected to turn out this way. Every other have taken the initiative to keep in touch and still continue being friends. whereas us, we've fallen apart. I'm really hoping things will change. I pray to God things do. I need our friendship to stay forever.

I can't believe you talked to me for the first time today (:

beautiful soul (:

Well, this blog's been dead for about a month now. Thought I'd revive it a little (:

HELLO AGAIN!

well, trials are FINALLY over. Im so god damn happy, you have no idea!! It's like a new found freedom for me! and I'm getting my LASEK done tmrw. which means, i wont be wearing no specs no more. Funny how 20 minutes can change your life (:

On another note, idk. what happens when the person you're interested in is related to one of your exs. Kinda screwed up, no? But, he's just too damn perfect for me. I see the way he smiles at me (: And im sure he notices my idiotic smile when he walks in the room too. Ah, god damn it. Why is my love life always so screwed up?

Time to go with the flow...AGAIN.

Just call me beautiful. (:

She read me the note he left on her bed

Snuck in her room right after she left

And put petals on the ground

Her head on his shoulder they walk down the hall

I'm left to wonder will I ever fall in love

And where is he now

She's with him, I'm in the back seat

Know it's not right but it hurts when they're laughing

And I've never been where they are

I wanna be blown away

I wanna be swept off my feet

I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe

I wanna be lost in love

I wanna be your dream come true

I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you

Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful

Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Friday night she wore his jersey to the game

In the front row screamin out his name

As he turns to her and smiles

Every where I look people holding hands

When am I gonna get my chance at love

My chance at love

My heart is waiting for your love

My hand is waiting for your touch

My lips just wanna be kissed by you

I wanna be blown away

I wanna be swept off my feet

I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe

I wanna be lost in love

I wanna be your dream come true

I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you

Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful

Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Idk

I need something or someone to spice up my life. cause honestly, right now, It feels like I have nothing to live for anymore. I have to admit that I feed on drama. I need bitch fights, relationship problem, SOMETHING to keep me going. I really feel like I have no goal in my life no more. What am i living for?

I don't know.

Top 10!

What's Talent For (WTF) competition that was organized by HELP was yesterday, and I'm sad to say that I did not win. ): But, it's okay. Hee, i was in it for the experience anyways. And, the fact that a high school "friend" of mine was a judge didn't make things any better. Gah, whatever.

I think I did pretty well for someone who has no training what so ever (: I mean, people actually stood up and gave me a standing ovation, that's gotta mean something, no? HEE.

I love the feeling when I'm performing, when all eyes are on you, and you just get the chance to mesmerize the crowd. it's amazing, the feeling. But I guess, the songs that I picked wasn't the best.

What are words - Chris Medina

Medley of Fireworks and Perfect - Katy Perry and Pink

It was a great experience though (: No complaints! And, i don't regret taking part. i mean, being picked as the top 10 finalist over 60 other contestants feels good enough for me. I'm glad I got the chance to perform. Even so, I think i've learnt my lesson of practicing the song for more than once before I go for a performance.

I found you.

Ohmygod.

i swear, i hate that you have a girlfriend.

Why couldn't I have met you earlier?

You're...everything that I look for in a guy, and

YOU'RE TAKEN.

-.-

I wish she would just disappear.

Brick by boring brick.

So, all that's been playing on my playlist these past few days..

Sleepless Nights

Tongue Tied

Give Him Up

Second Chance

When I'm With you

They're all by Faber Drive. (: I think I finally found my favorite band. :D

Anyways,

I GOT INTO THE TOP 10 FINALIST FOR THE What's Talent For Competition held by HELP college. (: The finale's this friday. Gosh, so soon! HAHA, but, it's okay. College has really been a way for me to share my music with others. And, Im really happy it's finally happening. Haha, even if it's something small, I mean, we all gotta build things up for scratch, no?

I'll just have to slowly work my way up there. (: So, basically, I've got the talent competition this friday, and Next saturday, I'll be performing for a charity concert held by my college. (: They invited my friend and I to perform, how shhweeeetttt. It's gonna be my first time ever performing with a band!

IM SO EXCITED (:

Mum : So, what do you get if you win first place?

Me : Erm, RM 500.

Mum : Second?

Me : ....Nothing.

Mum : Then, why do you still want to go?

Me : Cause I'm aiming for nothing less than number 1 (;