NOTHING.
Yes, i've done nothing productive, what so ever. I feel like a useless piece of crap. -.- AH EFF. FML. i've got a party later tonight, and even so, I'M SO LAZY TO EVEN GO OUT. wtf is wrong with me?! :/ Idk, yesterday was an emotional night for me. I have no idea what was going through my mind. but, yeah, I just had to spit it all out. oh god. But, i guess, it wasn't so bad. I went out to watch Just go with it with kwans yesterday. (: it was so good to see her after so long! (and by that, i mean, like a week? :P) HAHA, we got to catch up and talk about every sort of crap that we could think of. Gosh, i miss high school so much. I miss ACMJEQ. (: ACMJEQ
Hoes over bros.
(But, somehow that doesn't really work. Time to change our catch phrase! :D )
My ballet exam was yesterday morning. And, i mean, I think it was okay. I hope i pass, oh god. I really hoope i do, i so dont wanna resit for the exam again next year! EEEK! But, since 50% of the marks goes under musicality and performance, I'm hoping that'll pull up my marks. HOPING. (: Well, yes, i need some fairydust now.
Hmm, my parents just left for Zurich yesterday. ): I miss them already. Sundays were supposed to be noisy and a whole bunch of arguing whether we should go out for dinner, but they're halfway across the country to do that with me. I had dumpling for lunch today cause my uncle was so kind to brinng food over for the family. (:
Idk, sometimes, i feel like I'm alone in this world, sometimes. It's like, the older you get, the more independant you become. I hardly ask for permission when i wanna go out, i just lock myself up in my room and blast the music so i pretend i cant hear my parents when they call me, i always refuse to do things for my family, I'd jump at the opportunity to stay out late with my friends. Ah, screw it. I hate this. I hate who I've been. and, i want to change.
I NEED TO CHANGE.
